Those Little Things

Can we remember, that love was ours,
I miss all those little things between us
That has somehow slipped away
As time went on and the years took its toll
We lost those little beautiful things
That used to fill our heart and soul
And they disappeared into some dark corner
Where, I can’t seem to recollect
And search, I can’t seem to recover
I miss all those little things about us
Which made our smiles brighter?

Life can be hard and it often hurts
We say, we do, a lot of things
That we never really mean to say or do
And before it is taken back
The pain has sunk in, the wound is deep
It hurts more with every passing minute
And the Bridge forever breaks again

I miss all those little things about us;
The things that made us strong,
Those made us do a promise of forever
Those which dreams were made of
Coated with rainbow colors and sunshine
Can we bring back that dream again,
And let go of the pain and heartache
I miss all those little things we used to do
I miss those little things we shared
I miss those people whom we were
And also the people we could be
Let’s take a moment to rewind and remember,
Walk down that memory lane once again
And bring back that joy we felt together
To this moment forever and ever

Language of tears

Tears flow without a stop

Pin pricks of pain breaks the bubble

Sometimes I wish for a smile

Even a fake one for that matter

Heart throbs with countless hurts

Despair, hopelessness fills the soul

I wish for your understanding

A word that means you care

Let me forget these tears, this pain

Let me forget this hurt, this despair

Hold me tight and hold me near

Let me take this last breath of love

Seasons

Yet another season moving by
Bringing in a new flavor
Winter giving way slowly, for summer
With summer sun blazing...

Remembering the times shared with you
The ups and downs!
Always having someone to run to...
Looking forward for your slow smile...

Times change and thoughts bring
Sadness into your mind.
Calming down your aching heart
Facing the change all alone...

Wishing for your happiness
No matter where you are
Wish someone cares for you
As much as I do

Hope the memories are not hurting you
The way it does for me
Hope the days are flying fast
Unlike mine....

Living a life without you
Still keeping faith in my love
Thinking of those frozen moments
Asking my heart, not to cry....

Sometimes...

Sometimes you can’t control the pain
It hurts so much that you don’t care anymore
Going on living seems like a favor to the world
You wish you can curl up go unfeeling
The tears that fall have no meaning
The heart that is breaking is beyond knowing
You wish you can fly to another land
Where pain and tears can’t touch you anymore


http://poemhunter.com/poem/sometimes-310/

I wish to fly...

I often wish
If my dreams had wings
If my hopes could fly
And nobody sets those limits

I feel like flying
In those endless, distant skies
Where I can touch the clouds
Where nobody is near
Who can touch my heart
Who can hurt my feelings
Who can find just fault
Where I have no questions to answer
From where the world is colorful
Yet very faraway

But where words have
Just one meaning
Where people need not lie....
I want to fly in that sky...
Where I need not act
Where I am just myself
My joy... my laugh…
My pain...my tears…
Everything is just mine…

http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-wish-to-fly

Tonight

Sometimes words loose meaning
Like on this grim and depressing night
Today even my own image
Expunge me with renewed dread
From my aweary eyes, falls
Yet another uninvited tear
And my friends advice me
“You have to forget everything,
And start a new life”
You tell me - How could I,
Forget everything
Like you forget your dreams
And live as if nothing matters
Or nothing really happened!

Tonight, words of courage
Have been buried alive
And my life looks like a war
A struggle, which I keep loosing
Full of dead soldiers, my dreams
Losing life for a looney goal!
All I can think is my own pain
Hurt and sorrow in myself
Tonight, let me choose myself
My own pace to take me there…

But where are you, my friend?
To scare this destructive pain away
To fight those fiery ghosts
In the battle field along my side
When my tears are falling
Like rain, in torrents!


http://poemhunter.com/poem/tonight-2/

Thoughts on a rainy day

I sit here alone on this windowsill,
Watching the raindrops fall
And doing its tap dance
Like endless tears of sky above.
Heaven has let go of everything.
I know you’re all asking
“Why can’t you do the same –
Just let go and start new? ”

You will be happy
To see me smiling like before
Forgetting everything
That is killing me
Or should I just run away
But will you ever know
Or rather would want to know
My pain and my silent tears?
I am not some gallant hero;
I cannot fly, nor reach so high
I am on the plain ground,
and everyone’s in the sky.

May be you should go away,
Leaving me on the floor
Perhaps I’ll stop crying
If you just shut that last door.
You won’t know I’m lonely
And reaching for you,
When you walk away
Without another glance…

http://poemhunter.com/poem/thoughts-on-a-rainy-day/

Forgive me...

This poem has two parts - One as a request and other as a reply.... I have tried to do justice to both parties.... Hope it serves the purpose....


Request

Not that I know the meaninglessness
Of asking for forgiveness
For the words uttered thoughtlessly
A practical joke gone off track,
Or even a slip of tongue is all it was
Suddenly I am all alone
Tears and fears that I will loose
Something I treasured with all my might
Again, Can anyone stop this mad rush
Of this play called life
Ever changing and sweeping you along
Like a roller coaster ride which lost control
Wildly spinning to some strange orders
Can we stop before the walls closes in
And room begins to spin throwing me off balance
If I fall on my knees and beg to stop
If I plead knowing that I was wrong
If I say that it will never happen
And will do anything in my power
To keep things peaceful as ever
Because I can’t let this happen
Because I love you more than my pride
And my need to win as always
And know that I can never fight with you
For the sake of some cause called ego
And loose that magic I found in you.


http://poemhunter.com/poem/forgive-me-request/

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Reply

My heart is broken beyond all fix
You can attempt to make it alright
But give me time to pick the pieces
May be time will heal the wounds!

Don't ask me to pretend that
Things are fine, ‘cos it is not
It was you, who believed those lies
So if you cry your eyes out
I simply cant be the one to hold
And dry your tears, at least now.

Don't ask me to forget everything
I just can't, not just yet
I know that you are hurt as well
But, don't ask me to forgive you
Cos, you hurt me deep inside.
I poured out my soul, dry to you
My eyes - they bleed, and they cry for you
But now, only for a forgotten cause.

Don't ask me to trust you now
I wont' be able to, evenif I try
What made me live in this pain
Was that single flame of love
I hid in my heart for you
A hope that you will know one day!

Don't ask me to hurry
This is going to take years
The pain you inflicted
May take a lifetime to heal
So don't even take a stand to be bold and face the wrath
Nor make more excuses
You know you were wrong.

Don't tell me you've changed
I have to see it with my own eyes
But, don't ask me to hate you
My spirit won't allow me
I can offer you forgiveness
Because I have to.

Don't ask me to embrace it
I'm trying to live with it
Don’t cry anymore on this
Just remember that I love you
And if our love is strong enough
We will get over this some day

http://poemhunter.com/poem/forgive-me-reply/