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My smile no longer belongs to you

My tears will no longer fall for you

If I smile, I smile for myself

If I cry, I cry for myself

Once this heart used to beat for you

Now it is mine and can’t beat for you

You can believe all you want to believe

Ignore my tears and pain it bears

Without looking inside my heart

How much it hurts and for whom it hurts

This world can hurt me and hate me;

Malign me and make me miserable;

Drive me to madness and poison all around

I will survive, if I have the wish to survive

Or I may be, decide it is enough

And enjoy the ride to another place