Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I can change my life

And mold it the way I fancy

Sometimes I love this life as it comes

Simply want to go on living

Sometimes I am simply stubborn

To accept my defeat

Sometimes I feel that I am losing it

And with that, the desire to live

Sometimes I feel alone in this world

And my heart cries out in pain

Sometimes, when all my tears dry out

I seek the meaning of living

And after so many sometimes, I try

To hide my pain in a dark corner of my heart

And then, my tears betray the pain

The more I try to control, they over flow!

Then comes those sometimes, I smile

To this world and love it with all my might

With nothing to mask my happiness

Of loving and being loved